That’s me last weekend. Let me exlain. I was with my man who was looking for some clothes. Yes, because when a man who hates shopping does go for a ride, he loathes it so much that the less time spent, the better. And no way in hell will he call that shopping . It’s a necessity. So he is looking for clothes,  not “shopping”. Meaning, he knows exactly what he wants,  and has bionic eyes that tell him straight away if whatever he has in his hands will fit or not. A super power most girls would love to have. Except that it hardly ever works out, of course.

So I ended up waiting oustide the fitting room (because I’ve done enough shopping and my wallet is kind of empty at the mo ^_^) and man, how boring it was. I completely and utterly understand them when they have to follow us while we do our shopping!

See how happy I was:

Yes, I liked the multiple reflection. I started posing till the sales clerk was looking at me and giving me the”what the hell?!?”look.

But it didnt stop me 🙂 (in another store though!)

That’s when I realize the mirror made me look real nice and fit. It’s nice to feel that good and that fit once in a while. You see, I keep seeing posts about fitness and super hot girls with unbelievable six packs telling us how easy it is to have their body. Bull***t. Or maybe it is possible. I’m just too lazy. Oopsie 😛

Oh well. I’ll stick to my fitting room mirrors then. To feel good once in a while.





Diet or no diet

…that is the question.

Ok, so, I didn’t take a picture as I said I would. Not because I didn’t have time, no. I didn’t take a picture of myself because I simply didn’t follow my rule of dieting. I was supposed to be careful of what I eat, bla bla bla but I didn’t do it.

It’s funny I ‘m actually at my highest weight gain of all time! I managed a couple of time to loose it all. But this time, it seems impossible. I’m not putting much effort, that’s a fact, but also because..I finally feel fine in my body ! I have accepted it as it is, a cute little Michelin shape girl 😛

Seriously, I woke up this morning, put myself on the scale to see, yet again, the same numbers for two weeks in a row now. My reaction was: “meh..whatevs” and went on to have my breakfast with Gâche and Nocciolata and butter and jam. Yep I did. Didn’t feel guilty at all.

So, the conclusion is, love yourself and you won’t need any freaking diet in your life. Easy to say…I know.


Tchuss my friends

That time of year

…after partying and having had too much to drink or eat, and after deciding on which resolutions to stand by…here comes the diet! Wahey! Exciting…not really…

So, I’ve started my daily gym fix on Monday. It’s called ’21 Day Fix’. So I hope it’ll do the job. I’ve had it for at least 3 years now and I think I’ve done hundreds of Day 1 of this 21 Day program lol.

The furthest I’ve done was probably up to day 7 ! So, I’m challenging myself (and my jeans, which are all cracked in between the legs because I refuse to believe I cannot fit my size anymore). Hopefully, it will go without tears…

My weight is 55.4 (or ‘was’ that much on Monday..yes I’m already hopefull, yet a bit afraid to actually check that fact). I’m targeting a round 50kg. I’m 158cm so 50kg would be nice and comfie. I’m not into food diet. I do take care of what I’m having but it’s more like I’m paying attention to have whatever I want in the morning, slightly less for lunch and almost only green things (or clear broths with veggie) for dinner.

Mind you, I had a fat sandwich with French baguette, topped with fries. So…I eat. To be honest, I didn’t finish the fries but had some of that I don’t get too frustrated 🙂

I’ve also decided to get a little help…I bought this organic thing to drink: it’s supposed to cleanse, detox, help erase the fat and reduce sugar intake. If it works, I’ll let you know !

I thought about taking that classic picture of “Before”. I’ll try to do that and post it next time…

Anyway, wish me luck with my diet!