…that is the question.
Ok, so, I didn’t take a picture as I said I would. Not because I didn’t have time, no. I didn’t take a picture of myself because I simply didn’t follow my rule of dieting. I was supposed to be careful of what I eat, bla bla bla but I didn’t do it.
It’s funny I ‘m actually at my highest weight gain of all time! I managed a couple of time to loose it all. But this time, it seems impossible. I’m not putting much effort, that’s a fact, but also because..I finally feel fine in my body ! I have accepted it as it is, a cute little Michelin shape girl 😛
Seriously, I woke up this morning, put myself on the scale to see, yet again, the same numbers for two weeks in a row now. My reaction was: “meh..whatevs” and went on to have my breakfast with Gâche and Nocciolata and butter and jam. Yep I did. Didn’t feel guilty at all.
So, the conclusion is, love yourself and you won’t need any freaking diet in your life. Easy to say…I know.
Tchuss my friends
…after partying and having had too much to drink or eat, and after deciding on which resolutions to stand by…here comes the diet! Wahey! Exciting…not really…
So, I’ve started my daily gym fix on Monday. It’s called ’21 Day Fix’. So I hope it’ll do the job. I’ve had it for at least 3 years now and I think I’ve done hundreds of Day 1 of this 21 Day program lol.
The furthest I’ve done was probably up to day 7 ! So, I’m challenging myself (and my jeans, which are all cracked in between the legs because I refuse to believe I cannot fit my size anymore). Hopefully, it will go without tears…
My weight is 55.4 (or ‘was’ that much on Monday..yes I’m already hopefull, yet a bit afraid to actually check that fact). I’m targeting a round 50kg. I’m 158cm so 50kg would be nice and comfie. I’m not into food diet. I do take care of what I’m having but it’s more like I’m paying attention to have whatever I want in the morning, slightly less for lunch and almost only green things (or clear broths with veggie) for dinner.
Mind you, I had a fat sandwich with French baguette, topped with fries. So…I eat. To be honest, I didn’t finish the fries but had some of them..so that I don’t get too frustrated 🙂
I’ve also decided to get a little help…I bought this organic thing to drink: it’s supposed to cleanse, detox, help erase the fat and reduce sugar intake. If it works, I’ll let you know !
I thought about taking that classic picture of “Before”. I’ll try to do that and post it next time…
Anyway, wish me luck with my diet!